Gahh!! &Trojan Women

[the cast]

SO much to write about!

 OK so our show Trojan Women opened and then closed, [sad day]

 i met the most amazing people in the whole world and had the best time i have had this whole year just with the show.

the pictures explain themselves,

ahahah.

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 I made everyone take a bunch of pictures,

because I'm a freak hahah this one is

 1st grade school pictures [:

back left: Jacob, GRACE, ME, ALEX, Tamsy.

front left: Keely and Bill.

[The 7 Dwarfs ]

 Totally bored

[circumstance] you pooped your pants on a date..

 Shakespeare

 And of course we had to do a jump pic [:

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Finals are THIS week kill me.

oh and i have to stop saying "I'm gonna shoot myself" because i guess I'm offending people who know people who have killed themselves.. oops.

 I feel bad,

except not really because i don't mean it when i say it..

 i mean i do feel bad that they know people who died,, but not that I'm being serious, OK never mind.

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On another note

My ["best friend"] is an A-hole, [Drake] enough said.

but i have new best friends so it doesn't matter! [:

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[Me and Hannah, "sun bag"]

Helen and Andromache

 [Me and Zoe]

she helped me with literally EVERYTHING,

 including taping my boobs into that dress lol

[Me and Alex, i love him so much [:! ]

We went to Vegas yesterday, my roommates, and they drug me on the Big shot! on top of the freaking stratosphere, i almost died and it was the most horribly scary thing in the whole world!!!

 but I'm not dead [: and we laugh alot, and they call me a creep which i do deserve most the time, but sometimes it gets old.

[Me and Amy, i love Paris!]

Wish me luck on finals,

I have already Aced two!

So thats a good start,

Knock on wood [:

Favortie song for today [:

Quote for today~

I have been doubting and over thinking alot of things lately,

 and then i stumbled across this quote.

Thanks to whoever is helping me out up there.

Our Doubts are Traitiors,
   And makes us lose the good          
We might oft win,
        By fearing to attempt.

-William Shakespeare

A Packaged Deal..

A packaged deal me and Maddie.I have been missing my sister a ton.

though we fight, quite often, she is also my strong shoulder to hold me up and support me no matter what. She is the one person that knows exactly how to make me cry,and she does it well.

but also is the one person who can read me the best and truly knows how to make me feel better.

she always makes me laugh so hard i almost pee my pants (but she is the one who usually does the peeing) .
She is my best friend.

school has put us at a distance and its making me miss my Maddie.

I miss the summer days when we played with chalk all day, and would swing to our little hearts content.

my dance team buddy. we have always been on the same team from day one. the sweat the nerves and all the tears.

 

ifly 

embarrassing her at school. as always

i convinced her to stuff kicks in our  mouth and then play the ugly game. 

 

    

the ugly game in fact is her favorite game... because it seems were always playing it...

on our cruise.. even in the airport..

don't even ask what were doing here because i don't really know.

I'm so 'cited' for our cruise again. last years was the best.

i love that she pretends to put on deodorant,

 just so we will take a picture of her 'doing something' 

and we ate snails... ew 

love you sis.

camping then..

and camping now..

we always managed to find some sort of trouble.

something about us just always screamed guilty.. 

maybe its because we always were!

So glad you got better. I don't know what I would have done without you. 

and then along came Jordi. 

 boy was she in for some trouble. with the two of us leading her into life

Somehow we all managed to turn out OK [:

i love my sisters so much. and i don't know what my life would be life without them. I'm so excited to be done with school in 2 weeks and then we leave on our cruise in 3 ya [:

Army of Heaven.

(the Salt Lake Temple is the most special to me, its where me and my family were sealed together for eternity)

This general conference with still one more session to go and i feel so overwhelmed with the spirit, what profound messages were spoken today, and with a knowledge of this church.
The prophets message today touched my heart, and when he smiled, it was the warmest smile, i have ever seen and made me want to laugh and cry, tears of happiness, his smile was comforting and genuine, and i know for a fact this man is called of god.

I have such a special love of our temples, not only are they a beacon of our testimonies, but i want to visit every single one, with a new temple now going up in Rome Italy,
but what enormously touched me this afternoon was the closing song, my whole body was consumed with goosebumps and i teared up, listening to the incredible words of this song,
My journal entry states:

WE are the army of heaven. our church is growing at such an incredible rate, all of the saints, in that building, I'm one of the saints, we will make it. watching them sing, the armies of heaven their gathered in that conference room and we are here all over the world. my brothers and sisters, were going to make it. we have to. its so important and those on the other side are waiting for us! This IS the true gospel, i can feel it and i know it with all my heart, the holy ghost is here with me, i know this is the truth, the true church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

I have a testimony of this church.

i hope everyone has a beautiful Sunday

Spring:

I'm extremely happy, the sun beats down on my face,

on my whole body, it feels incredible.

upset.. a little, the last place i want to be is class, 

I'm too warm to be cooped inside.

i want to be out laying in the sun,

i want to run and have nothing holding me back,

no huge fat tests to study for,

i need to be floating on a big ship in the ocean,

 not writing a 10 page paper.

no finals to start thinking about,

thin, my patience is growing for school.

stop eating. and look outside the window,

at the beauty and light that awaits out side 

OK. 

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breathe in the sweet smells of springtime, 

I never thought i would  get to summer.

why did you take so long to come,

you let me be weak enough to let it finally come

take over me again,

let the sunshine fill me with power,

with energy. take over every ounce of my being,

I'm tangled, very tangled in conflicting thoughts,

the spring brings about so many emotions,

excitement for what is to come,

and the gift of patience, till it arrives.

let it be, let it be. its going to happen.

give it time.

embrace it and be happy.



Spring Break.

so this term usually means something fun and exciting.

 well to most college students,

but i opted for the path of least partysistence..

OK so i went home.. too the cold.. why ? don't ask. because i seriously have no answer.

and then i-

spent sometime with Meranda and baby tae, (named after me) (:

went to basketball,(long story follows this)

went to Tepanyaki (DELISH)

saw 'The Adjustment Bureau' (favorite movie of all time.) i highly recommend,

became more amazed by Karen Carpenter.. i watch a video of her every day..

critiqued a dance team, (i seriously miss dancing)

Had an amazing fun sleep over with Nat who i love![:

then spent 2 whole ENTIRE days at dance competition, the only difference was this year all i did was watch since I'm not on the comp teams anymore,

and visited my favorite family in the whole world! the Bassett family and got the most exciting news ever ! they are having another baby!!

 i am in love with babies! well all kids really, unless their evil, then I'm not a huge fan.

Ok well, the end.

Only 6 weeks left of school !

Karen Carpenter

Karen Carpenter,

is my idol, she is so beautiful ,

and incredible, i look up to her so much, and i cant believe she is gone.

i watched the Karen Carpenter Story and i cried, this world lost something so beautiful and truly amazing,

In voice I'm singing, "(they long to be) Close To You" its so beautiful, it makes me feel so much closer to her and i want to meet her, in the next life of course [:

who are your idols?

have a wonderful weekend!!

oh and i have  a date tonight...

yay! with my home teacher?

 is that weird. nah he is cute [: hahah

Viva ... Las Vegas

Vegas, walked the strip,laughed really hard, had sore feet, exnae on heals next time, got hit on by nasties, gave someone a fake number and ran away, and decided I'm so very grateful that i live in a place i feel safe! driving off the strip into down town Las Vegas we were a bit fearful that every one in a black hood is either

 A) a gangster

B) a thug or

C) a gang banger,

but all in all it was a very eventful... fun trip!

breanna, meranda, me

MGM

Mr Bam Bam

i think Michael Jackson is still alive and just staged his death...

Oh my gosh ! HOLLY MADISON if me and meranda could have seen her, it would have made our lives complete.

some day that will be the REAL deal Eiffel tower !

and i was in love with this chandelier, i wanted to rip it out of the ceiling and take it home with me while me and Jared slept in the front of hollister for hours waiting, and waiting,,, and waiting!!

Caesars palace? or the Belagio, cant remember we were lost in a maze of casinos, but the ceiling was way cool, and I'm in love with Celine Deon.

yay Vegas, next time no boy friends and girlfriends coming who fight the whole time and ruin our plans , good thing me and Meranda had each other!