wake up:

This morning i wake up to: quiet, everything is quiet,

 the cars speeding back and forth on the freeway,

but its not noise, its soothing.

it lets me know even though I'm all alone,

right now.

there are still people, beautiful people out there.

while I'm in here.

I wake up to shadows, not sunshine. like i usually do. 

its early but not too early,

as i peer out my window its raining,

 i instantly have an overwhelming feeling of peace and comfort,

i expand my lungs and fill them with thousands of molecules of pure damp air,

it gently flows rain and oxygen,  through my window,

i feel alive again when i breathe, relax, body, just breathe.

its so beautiful and cleansing, when my life starts to drag, it just needs to rain, and its completely renewed. why is it the rain makes me feel this way,

 I'm not completely sure, but it does,

and today will be

an incredible day!

[out my window]

Quote for today~

"When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car."

hahah

loving This song [: Forget you..

listen it'll make you happy !

and everyone

needs to be happy

and LAUGH

Euphoria!

ME, having  best week ever ! i feel euphoric and happy i just never stop smiling, and believe it or not i had a complete emotional break down on Tuesday ! seehow fast time turns? anyways.

My reasoning is A.) I'm just happy !

B.) i got to hang out with Nat Friday night and freakin love her so much, biggest sweet heart on the face of the earth!

C.) my friend texted me last night and said meet me at the school were auditioning for the play, so i did completely on a whim and today i found out I MADE IT! I'm Helen of troy, in Trojan Women, I'm so excited!

 D.) all my pants fit looser i have been working my butt of and its showing!

E.) i got to hang out with Vayla last night! and i freakin love her soo much too!

i love my life,

 and two really good friends who i thought had completely forgotten about me texted me ! just to chat and see how i was. My life... it couldn't get any better right now..

well unless i was a millionaire... but that's for the future [;

this is MY song right now I'm in love!

Dog Days Are Over 

[: listen PLEASE! you ll be in love too,

and who doesn't need a little love?.

Good day everyone [:

I'M SO HAPPY [:

Quote for today~

Spread love everywhere you go;
first of all in your home ... let no one ever come to you with out leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of Gods kindness. Kindness in your face, Kindness in your eyes, Kindness in your smile,
Kindness in your warm greeting.

-Mother Theresa