wake up:

This morning i wake up to: quiet, everything is quiet,

 the cars speeding back and forth on the freeway,

but its not noise, its soothing.

it lets me know even though I'm all alone,

right now.

there are still people, beautiful people out there.

while I'm in here.

I wake up to shadows, not sunshine. like i usually do. 

its early but not too early,

as i peer out my window its raining,

 i instantly have an overwhelming feeling of peace and comfort,

i expand my lungs and fill them with thousands of molecules of pure damp air,

it gently flows rain and oxygen,  through my window,

i feel alive again when i breathe, relax, body, just breathe.

its so beautiful and cleansing, when my life starts to drag, it just needs to rain, and its completely renewed. why is it the rain makes me feel this way,

 I'm not completely sure, but it does,

and today will be

an incredible day!

[out my window]