Impossible..

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they’ve been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It’s an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It’s a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing.

quote. challenge. happy.

"i just want to be happy"

i miss my Thai kids and their cute little laughs

This song; Happy has been stuck in my head all week, i LOVE it.

"Maybe my life hasnt been so chaotic, its just the world that is and the only real trap is getting attatched to any of it. ruin is a gift, ruin is the road to transformation. always be prepared for endless waves of transformation." -Eat Pray Love



Im taking on a new challenge. everyone should try it.
-never with hold a compliment.

My hearts belongs in Thailand

Day 1:
so we have been traveling for 3 days, i woke up Tuesday slept for an hour got on a plane on Wednesday at 2 am and now I'm in Phuket Thailand but its 1 am Friday morning so I'm not so sure where Thursday went but its Friday apparently.

so the first thing that welcomes me and Maddie into our wonderful room is a cockroach the size of both of my big toes put together.. then we have the most wonderful spider web that drapes across our entire bathroom, after standing naked outside our shower for 30 minutes trying to get the water somewhere between scalding and freezing i gave up and took a coldish shower.

our hotel

me and Nat driving to the school!! were so excited!! 

drove to BANTHAMTHONGLANG school and this is where my soul became accustom to living. and loving. and never leaving.

opening ceremonies, beautiful little girls did beautiful Thai dancing for us.
I'm a little overwhelmed at this point! A) because they all look like the same kid to me and B) because i cant believe I'm actually in Thailand!!

we did the cupid shuffle got a buddy, my buddy well her name was noon, how i know this well its definitely not from my Thai speaking skills, because I'm pretty sure i spent 20 minutes trying to figure out how to say Kuhn chi arai turns out, i couldn't say it, then turns out she can say "my name is noon" in English. that's embarrassing.

me and noon i am in love with her

Maddie and pra, i promise the kids don't hate us as much as they look like they do in the pictures.

Noon was attached to my hand or my waist the whole day after she warmed up to me of course she has a smile that melts your heart, we played games forever tried a whole ton of interesting foods, SOME good, ALOT not so good.

we were laughed by 12 year olds at our attempt to speak Thai... got taught Thai dancing.. were not so good. its very delicate dainty and feminine.. but beautiful. met some crazy 4 year olds. Tasmanian devils in training. its like a swarm of ... something... toddlers? yeah you walk past the door and instantly have 12 stuck to you!

the play ground before we fixed it [:

 and after my most enormous hug from noony we left to hike to the top of mount Everest Thailand version of course. 900 steps up steep jungle matter, take your shoes off. 900 steps more into a a sparkling cave !! beautiful views !! i seriously love it here its gorgeous!! it started pouring on us on the way down didn't make much difference though considering we were sweating bucket loads. i thought it was scary climbing up? fail . its nothing compared to climbing down. 

 Me Vay, and Nat

and then home .. well at least what we called home for 3 weeks. where we learned how to say poop in Thai, ate some more rice. swam in a pool. showered, did you know that even your elbows sweat in Thailand?

quote of the day, Taylor (me): " we don't skinny dip we chunky dunk"-
day one over and accomplished!

is it not the most beautiful place you have ever seen ??

Quote

Im back !!

loving this quote,

"If you WANT something you've never had, you have to DO something you've never done"

Ill post about the cruise soon!

im so tan!

and missing the warm weather already.

Can i pout please until i get back to the beach.

have a wonderful week [:

Quote for today~

I have been doubting and over thinking alot of things lately,

 and then i stumbled across this quote.

Thanks to whoever is helping me out up there.

Our Doubts are Traitiors,
   And makes us lose the good          
We might oft win,
        By fearing to attempt.

-William Shakespeare

Quote for today~

"When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car."

hahah

loving This song [: Forget you..

listen it'll make you happy !

and everyone

needs to be happy

and LAUGH

Quote for today~

Spread love everywhere you go;
first of all in your home ... let no one ever come to you with out leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of Gods kindness. Kindness in your face, Kindness in your eyes, Kindness in your smile,
Kindness in your warm greeting.

-Mother Theresa

Quote for today~

Ill always come back to this one,

 its one of my all time favorites.

 it was said today in my church meeting and i love the way it makes me feel,

so I'm hoping it makes you feel the same.

~ God does not look on the outward appearance. I believe he doesn't care one bit if we live in a castle or a cottage, if we are handsome or homely, if we are famous or forgotten, Though we are incomplete God loves us Completely.. Though we are imperfect, God loves us Perfectly, Though we may feel lost and without compass, Gods love Encompasses us Completely.~

-Dieter F. Uchtdorf-

 hope everyone has a truly wonderful holiday!

Reading Spree

Leave it to me to not post for ten days ! ugh.

I have been on a definite reading spree,

8 books, two months, with school on top of it and work, what can i say ? I'm a nerd.

this week i finished:
Fallout, the last trilogy to crank and glass. so good.. addiction is so harmful,
Hunger games! amazing couldn't put it down.
Anyone who hasn't read it.. read it !!

This school year i finished:
Eat Pray love (twice)
Before i fall
When the bough Breaks
How to ruin your life by forty
Crank

Glass

Fallout

Hunger Games

now I'm starting the sequel to hunger games, and the miracle of forgiveness.

"the more you read the more you know, the more you know The more places you'll go"

Guess ill be headed alot of places with a lot of knowledge by the end of this year,

my dream is that one day ill have my own library full of thousands of books that i have read.

ill post soon about Disney and the Wedding.

I'm so stoked to get married, i want my day where i am the princess[:

wonderful week to everyone.

[Empty Pages..] CLEANSE

Splashing on every inch of this small forsaken town.
Trickling water.
Pouring down from the endless atmosphere.
Rain.
so insignificant so subtle.
Depressant ... yet so calming. 
I feel as though i am washed clean, when the earth is cleansed too.
The filth, vulgarity, the scum and poverty.
The peace, nurturing, the warmth and serenity the earth brings to us.

So innocent but so cruel.

Smell the rain.

Indescribable.

EARTH it smells like natural EARTH,

Oh how i wish once i was polluted ... destroyed i could rain down upon myself and wash it all away.

The wet glistens... everywhere you look.

The humid moisture that fills the air... fills my lungs.

The chills have come about now... traveling up my spine.

Rain cleanse me...

Cleanse the earth.

-Taylor Seegmiller

"life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"

[1 of many of my Favorite Quotations]

It rained all day, I love the mood it brings about, It makes me feel calm and collected, like its a brand new start. I love the sound it makes and the smells it gives off.

...I LOVE THE RAIN...

TrAuMa...

Traumatized here,, graduation is tomorrow !! so scary :/ i don't want to leave everyone and everything i know.

~QUOTE~

" when one door closes, another one opens; but we so often look so long & regretfully at the closed door, that we do not see the one that has opened for us."

Ill deal and live i mean growing up isn't the worst thing in the world right.. after all its not bad at all its just different. I have wanted to move out for so long,,  i just never thought it would happen so fast..

I learned from someone i really love and respect that, you don't cry,, no matter what..& always look at the bright side of things, you can enjoy life no matter where it takes you or where you take it , and its no use looking at all the negative,,

so i honestly think we should just be happy, after all you only live once, so i say love deeply, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, don't EVER take for granted your time or what you have, be a good person because that's all that matters in the end, fifty years from now it wont matter who you hated what you wore, or weather you got prom queen or not, all that matters is YOU, your character, who you have become and what YOU did for others, i want to be the person that when i die there is so many people at my funeral they wont all fit in one building, where no one ever has anything bad to say about me and every person i ever came in contact with can say ,  " she changed my life, for the better" that's the person I'm striving so hard to be. service project tonight [: I'm working on it!  

with love, Taylor,  

 have a wonderful Wednesday..

Quote for today~

I believe

everything happens for a reason.

people change so you can learn how to let go,

 things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right.

You believe lies so eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart,

 so that better things can fall

together.

Quote for today~

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal, Nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude,

I watched, extraordinary measures tonight, i was so cute, this quote basically sums it up what a coincidence, [: