take a chance? switch apartments.

New years resolutions!

we all make them, in hopes of changing something for the better to make it a great new year.

2011

by about this time though most people,

(I being one of them)

have forgotten all about their resolution,

but with that in mind, I'm am still trying to make a notion to

keep my resolution going strong!

Taylor's resolutions 2011

-accept my self, but improve my self.

-take chances

-strive towards my biggest dream.

With these in mind, i have been struggling to deal with my roommates. I love them, most of the time, but i just cant deal with all the negative words, and someone is always putting someone else down.

and that someone is usually me, I'm not sure why but i just decided enough, I'm not angry i just need a change, 

I'm trying to love  and accept my self,

and its hard when someone else is always pushing you down.

so I'm moving out!

I'm "taking chances" ,

switching up people,

 leaving my comfort zone,

and making new friends,

 along with, wait for it... sharing a bedroom!

 ahh it will be a good learning experience though! so I'm am moving out on Friday

wish me luck!

Thailand.

I'M SO EXCITED!

Thailand is quickly approaching! still months away and yet it feels like its right here!!

I have walked around campus this entire week with the biggest Grin on my face. my excitement is to much to contain and it shows!

i got my itinerary for all of our activities and traveling! holy sheesh! I'm so excited!

did i already say that ??

I'M SO EXCITED, I'M SO EXCITED,

NEENER..NEENER..NEENER,

 I'M SO FREAKIN EXCITED!!!

SALT LAKE CITY, to SAN FRANCISCO, CA
Departing At  05:18pm Tues, Jun 14
Arriving At  06:19pm Tues, Jun 14



SAN FRANCISCO, CA to SEOUL INCHEON INT, KOREA REPUBLIC
Departing At  01:10pm Wed, Jun 15
Arriving At 05:25pm Thu, Jun 16



SEOUL INCHEON INT, KOREA REPUBLIC to PHUKET, THAILAND
Departing At  08:20pm Thu, Jun 16
Arriving At  01:00am Fri, Jun 17

PHUKET THAILAND!

Friday June 17-- go to Phang Nga Resort

Sat, Jun 18-- opening ceremony at Wat Bang Sai / Tham Thong Lang

Sun, June 19-23-- begin construction, teaching, vocational training and history,

Fri, Jun 24--Health fair for school children and parents

Sat, Jun 25-- Carnival and complete construction

Sun, Jun 26-- Closing Ceremonies

Mon, Jun 27--Elephant riding / bamboo river rafting

Tues Jun 28--Phang Nga Boat tour

End Service Trip

everyone goes home except a few of us!

Time to play !

Wednesday were leaving Phuket to fly to Bangkok.

once we get to Bangkok we may rent a beach house and play on the beach, and well go to a friends house who lives in Bangkok.

she'll show us the real way of life in Thailand.

can you say awesome?

yes i can ! AwEsOmE!

then the sad day comes when its time to go home...

BANGKOK SUVARNABH, THAILAND to SEOUL INCHEON INT, KOREA REPUBLIC
Departing At--11:35pm Fri, Jul 8
Arriving At--06:50am Sat, Jul 9
SEOUL INCHEON INT, KOREA REPUBLIC to SAN FRANCISCO, CA
Departing At--04:30pm
Arriving At--11:15am

SAN FRANCISCO, CA to SALT LAKE CITY, UT
Departing At--01:00pm
Arriving At--03:53pm

Either way I'm so excited to go,

as you could probably tell!

have a wonderful weekend!

Smile, it will change someones day.

Quote for today~

Ill always come back to this one,

 its one of my all time favorites.

 it was said today in my church meeting and i love the way it makes me feel,

so I'm hoping it makes you feel the same.

~ God does not look on the outward appearance. I believe he doesn't care one bit if we live in a castle or a cottage, if we are handsome or homely, if we are famous or forgotten, Though we are incomplete God loves us Completely.. Though we are imperfect, God loves us Perfectly, Though we may feel lost and without compass, Gods love Encompasses us Completely.~

-Dieter F. Uchtdorf-

 hope everyone has a truly wonderful holiday!

Skinny Bitch

Make a list of goals and start chipping away at them.

THIS IS YOUR LIFE

live it to the fullest with reckless abandon,

Seize the day, and do it again tomorrow.

LIVE.

go get your dream job. search for your dream man.
Fear NOTHING. Try EVERYTHING.
Be Excited
DANCE.
You'll never get yesterday back, but today is yours for the taking.
Make it Great!

I just finished a book called "skinny Bitch" its changing me, and how i view things, how i feel and how i am now making decisions. if your looking for a good read, a nice change, and eye opener, or just another opinion, read it.

p.s youll be a vegan with me if you read it.

Overwhelmed!

I have been seriously lacking blogging in my life, and it kind of upsets me since this probably one of the only non frustrating things in my life, it brings me a little solitude. especially when I'm so overwhelmed..

Anyways, here's how the last week has been;

-chiro appointment
-dentist appointment, (way to to much numbing in my shot, makes my whole face up to my eyebrow numb, date tonight, cant talk normal, i cant even smile, shoot me.)
-chiro again
-Youthlinc party
-one and half freaking hours laying in a claustrophobic MRI tube. (numb butt, half asleep)
-no new car yet, (that means being stranded at school again).
-Chiro again
-moving back home= depressed
-starting school = depressed & pissed and anxious and excited.. (is it possible for all those to go together??)
-procrastinate homework
-way to much homework,
-new room mate, = self conscious about using my own bathroom.(do you really think people stand out side the door and listen to us .. go.. ' if you know what i mean ' the way we think they do..?)
-new classes = new schedule = new people + new buildings = anxiety.
      -aerobics
      -yoga
      -acting 2
      -english 1010
      -nutrition 1020
      -voice
      -psychology 3700
      -and lets not forget institute
-no job = no money
-planning my future, if this isn't stressful enough, i don't want to grow up.
-will i succeed will i fail?
-all this stress = new zits, pimples,(is there a word for those abnoxious red things that doesnt sound disgusting??) acne...

So what do i do to relieve  my stress??

 re-arrange my room of course!

oh ya that sounds so logical and i bet it solves a lot of problems right?

no..

 I normally would go work out to blow off a little steam, but in case we forgot! i have no car which means no gym.. which means.. I'm going to get fat, sitting here for a week.. procrastinating homework, dreading life.

 But... aside from my whining

today all the room mates woke up.

every one sounded just like i do now.

irritated

and someone wrote all over the fridge school sucks..

and everyone agreed.

 but i hate being home because well everyone is miserable.

and its only our second day back..

so i decided to go back to my roots and remember,

 "what you think about you bring about" 

 "the gratitude you put out will always come back to you "

&

 "the more positive you are, the higher frequency you vibrate at which will attract other high frequency vibrations to you" so i said...

" enough with everyone saying schools sucks... because it will if you keep saying it!"

then i decided, my life is under control, and remembered this awesome quote from Gordon B Hinkley.

" Things will work out, keep trying, be believing, be happy, don't get discouraged, things will work out."

i love it. and its TRUE!

so be rid of you negative Nellie's and welcome in... positive Patties...?

if you have a better name let me know because that one is really... well i don't have to say it..

Holidays

yes I'm a few days behind,

but who has time to blog on their vaca? OK i do, ha "guilty"

but i truly had a wonderful Christmas i got so many awesome gifts and got to spend it with all my family including my beautiful grandma and my cousins! it was so much fun !

i love the snow and we seriously got so much we were like snowed in! except driving in ti is no bueno..

 the lights are probably my favorite things about the holidays. and the spirit it all brings.

some of my very favorite things i got were..

-3 sheet music books!! yay ! guitar, piano, and Vocal I'm so stoked i can play and sing! i got 2 glee books and the mama Mia book!

-my itouch ! i have wanted one of these forever I'm finally apart of the 21st century[: and its so much fun, i discover something new on it every day.

-I also got new boots , what can i say? I'm a boot lover.

-2 super cute coats but not the big ones, the perfect lite st George weather coats,

-Eat pray love the movie!! and my best friends wedding, I'm in love with Julia Roberts... seriously.

and tons more,

 i was just happy this season.

 hopefully i can find a new car soon and

 Happy 2011!

great things are in store for this year, I'm so excited, i can feel the greatness on the way.

my goal : to be optimistic about EVERYTHING that happens.

to travel, and to love me, for me, and chase my dreams.

happy holidays everyone!!