Overwhelmed!

I have been seriously lacking blogging in my life, and it kind of upsets me since this probably one of the only non frustrating things in my life, it brings me a little solitude. especially when I'm so overwhelmed..

Anyways, here's how the last week has been;

-chiro appointment
-dentist appointment, (way to to much numbing in my shot, makes my whole face up to my eyebrow numb, date tonight, cant talk normal, i cant even smile, shoot me.)
-chiro again
-Youthlinc party
-one and half freaking hours laying in a claustrophobic MRI tube. (numb butt, half asleep)
-no new car yet, (that means being stranded at school again).
-Chiro again
-moving back home= depressed
-starting school = depressed & pissed and anxious and excited.. (is it possible for all those to go together??)
-procrastinate homework
-way to much homework,
-new room mate, = self conscious about using my own bathroom.(do you really think people stand out side the door and listen to us .. go.. ' if you know what i mean ' the way we think they do..?)
-new classes = new schedule = new people + new buildings = anxiety.
      -aerobics
      -yoga
      -acting 2
      -english 1010
      -nutrition 1020
      -voice
      -psychology 3700
      -and lets not forget institute
-no job = no money
-planning my future, if this isn't stressful enough, i don't want to grow up.
-will i succeed will i fail?
-all this stress = new zits, pimples,(is there a word for those abnoxious red things that doesnt sound disgusting??) acne...

So what do i do to relieve  my stress??

 re-arrange my room of course!

oh ya that sounds so logical and i bet it solves a lot of problems right?

no..

 I normally would go work out to blow off a little steam, but in case we forgot! i have no car which means no gym.. which means.. I'm going to get fat, sitting here for a week.. procrastinating homework, dreading life.

 But... aside from my whining

today all the room mates woke up.

every one sounded just like i do now.

irritated

and someone wrote all over the fridge school sucks..

and everyone agreed.

 but i hate being home because well everyone is miserable.

and its only our second day back..

so i decided to go back to my roots and remember,

 "what you think about you bring about" 

 "the gratitude you put out will always come back to you "

&

 "the more positive you are, the higher frequency you vibrate at which will attract other high frequency vibrations to you" so i said...

" enough with everyone saying schools sucks... because it will if you keep saying it!"

then i decided, my life is under control, and remembered this awesome quote from Gordon B Hinkley.

" Things will work out, keep trying, be believing, be happy, don't get discouraged, things will work out."

i love it. and its TRUE!

so be rid of you negative Nellie's and welcome in... positive Patties...?

if you have a better name let me know because that one is really... well i don't have to say it..